39 weeks

Yup Im still pregnant. 39 weeks today. My dr appointment went well...they did a BPP and baby's doing great! She has an average amount of amniotic fluid and is DEFINITELY head down. My next OB appointment is on my due date. Next week.

Im really trying to take all of this in stride but a few things have been really pissing me off lately. (I hate to rant in my blog but being pregnant and seeing as how I NEVER bitch in this thing I am entitled..)

1. Stop asking me if I am still pregnant. Obviously I am since you don't see an infant attached to my hip.
2. No you cannot touch my belly.
3. I am sick of people looking at my belly and saying "wow" or "are you going to pop?" or "are you sure its not twins?". Yea, thanks jerks. Im 39 weeks pregnant, it is "wow" because baby is full term. If you do;t know what that looked like, now you do. No Im not going to pop and no its not twins.
4. Don't ask me how Im feeling. Again I'm 39 weeks pregnant, thus you can assume I feel like shit in some way shape or form.
5. Don't tell me "baby will come when she is ready". Im not an idiot guys, baby will come when she is ready. I am just totally done being pregnant. Its super annoying to live every second of every day wondering if each twinge, trickle, or cramp is a contraction or my water breaking.
6. AND finally don't tell me "not to rush things". Im not, and even though I want baby M to be here asap, I can't make her come. Im 39 weeks pregnant, I'm uncomfortable, she is full term, i hate being pregnant at school because its tough to do lots of musical and fancy activities with my students and hopping around a middle school classroom is not what I call fun right now, and let's face it: I am totally jealous of my friends who have already had their babies or are having them in the next few days. When is it my turn? When will baby M come? Will I go into labor on my own or will I end up needing to be induced in the next 14-16 days? Will I need a c-section? All of this is very exciting and very aggravating at the same time.

Well I have no choice but to wait this out and hope baby M makes her appearance sooner rather thn later even though I am pretty sure she will be stubborn and I will end up being induced. I shouldn't get my hopes up and just expect to be late...